(via papertissue)
& your cigarette stained lies;
G.
I'm urban. I like my luxuries. I'm quite spoiled. I don't like roughing too much.
I'm urban. I like my luxuries. I'm quite spoiled. I don't like roughing too much.
Time to get started on finishing up the programs for festives & i am pretty much stuck because we are required to think of unique ideas for everything, it’s time to contact my awesome marketing angel for help.
& i told my mom about Bintan, i thought over it for damn long whether i should lie or whatever but i told the truth eventually because she knows too many people from the school & if my lies are exposed, it’s gonna be 2012 for me. (not like i really believe the world’s gonna end in 2012, but, u get my point) She turned me down flatly okay but i managed to convince her with my words, i am getting so good @ persuasion. And anyway i am pretty much psyched about going to Bintan with friends & all yet at the same time, not that much. But whatever it is, i do hope the plans would become concrete plans so that i have something to look forward to in March.
(via 472239364)
For a good 2010, the few that this applies to, that i really would not mind being an idiot (if can choose, can i STILL not be an idiot?) To the bff,A,K,SJ,J,X & the cell namely S,K,C,LL,E. I damn pathetic only 11 friends to treasure but whatever! Okay make that 12 i forgot about jessiewessie my favourite girl of all time ^^
It’s impossible to memorize anything & all i can remember for now is how to play tennis & golf because i practically read out all the blanks for that chapter, thrice. School’s a bitch really.
(via staree)
I’m at the point in my life where things are neither good nor bad. They could be better, but they could be worse and I can’t look at anything with a purely pessimistic or optimistic point of view. It’s that point in life where you just have to forge forward and hope for the best. You keep your fingers crossed in hopes that someday catching that happiness you tried so hard to hold in your grasp. That’s the thing about happiness, it’s fleeting. Like that firefly you try to capture and no matter how many times you waver, try to clasp it in your hands, but it never wants to be kept. Keep one foot in front of the other and move along, because someday that firefly will find it’s way back to you.
(via poeticheartache)
FML, i had this minor screw-up last night but anyway i trust that nobody ever realized.
This year’s been a year of ups & downs, i grew up, thought about more things, learned that people fail you, many times. I’ve lost friends in this year & gained more new ones and the ones that ought to stay, still do stay so i thank God for that. & I’m not going to treasure people, who do not treasure me. But anyway I have this strong hunch, i am going to lose another one pretty soon & my instincts rarely go wrong.
* oh yes, before i forget, a new resolution. More of others, less of myself. I want to be less selfish, easy resolution to keep right? But not that simple at all.
